Nov 24, 2016

you try to hurt yourself on the outside

you try to hurt yourself on the outside to kill the thing on the inside. you know where i can get this 'thing'(brokenheart) fixed?

That moment when you can actually feel the pain in your chest from seeing or hearing something that breaks your heart. I wish people actually cared about something, like really cared about it.
because everyone is so scared, so afraid to actually feel something so they hide behind screens and humor. they hide in hate and humility because standing up for something they care about is shunned in society.

because not caring has become the new thing. because caring means getting hurt or not pleasing someone or not meeting someone's standards are the more important than your own, so you keep laughing. and you keep talking in the tongue of hate. and you keep rolling along life not caring, just protecting yourself from feeling. feeling for anything!

because not feeling anything is better than the possible chance od feeling hurt. sad. disappointed. greater than the chance of feeling passion. love. adventure. happiness.